you know what? i feel so sick being in the same house with my friggin grandma. "why weren't u helping dad at the shop instead of watching tv here and u told me u were busy", she said. what is her fucking problem? she accuse me for watching tv and texting people. hello! i am MULTITASKING! the reason why i did not go to school is not because I HAVE NO SCHOOL but i am too tired for school. I NEED A BREAK! i have tonnes of undone homework and undone revision. she claims that i did not study at all. staying at home to relieve my stress from school and finish up my homework. u accuse me for not studying. WOAHHH! i study at night. well, u're not like 24/7 with me ok? BARE THAT IN MIND! yes, perhaps i dun study MUCH for you but i stil score well. what do u even care?! I know i am different from ur other relatives. THEY STUDY SO HARD AND THE RESULTS WAS 2-3A'S. and u were so proud? i stil remember the day i went to take my pmr results. u told my sister i willl get like 2-3a's for not studying. and ended up, I GOT STRAIGHT A'S. got that slap right on ur face? i don't give a damn. same goes to SPM. i swear i will get 9a's and throw that slip right on ur damn face!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
(back to the top.)
the black scene is the exact emotion i am feeling right now.
STRICTLY SAYING : I AM NOT BEING RACIST! :)
you might think being me, -R.A.C.H.E.A.L- is easy pizzy. but think trice man! i might gotten everything but i feel empty deep down in my heart.
DO NOT ASK ME WHY.
even i myself don't even know. this hurt so baddddly. in case, u might not know. I AM CRYING FOR STRESS. yes, STRESS! i've never done that before all this while. for me, exam used to be nothing me. looking back at the past, i don't even know how i gotten straight a's for UPSR and PMR. because as for as i remember, i don't THINK i've ever sit down and study for hours. now, SPM! is killing me bit by bit. :( plus co-curiculum activities. i shall not mention bout it here. SENSITIVE ISSUES! D; anyway let's just hope i can get over it and poooooooofffff! GOODBYE!
oh! goodbye dad (richard). see u after my spm!! i'll be driving you around. LOL
looking at your smiling face, i don't wanne hurt you by saying mean words.
so, keep it that way.
FUCK MY LIFE!
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
