omgggggggggooooooooosssssssshhhhh!
i cannot believe that school's tomorrow! it is like i've rested for just few days and school's starting! :( I don't know why i kept feeling the fear aura within me. It's freaking me out, like seriously! It was unlike last year. I was preparing for school happily last year. it is 2010 now! the scariest thing for me, SPM! I cant accept the fact that i am 17 and SPM is in 10 months! specificly SPM is on the 22nd of November *gasps*. For some people, 10 months is still wayyyy long to go. But not for me! i've got like tonnes of things to do before SPM. Things like homework, tuition, revision, past year questions, trials and SPM! kabooooommmm! the end. *sigh* I think i had the fear aura for Pmr is when Pmr is like 2 months away. but SPM!! 10 months awayyy. this is not 10 years away. I've not touched sejarah, biology, phhysics.. ALMOST EVERYTHING! *sigh even harder* I actually studied after my finals and the moment i am back from famosa, i enjoyed holidays everyday like there's no tomrorow! I REGRETED. D; and now, school's tomrorow! the fear is killing me day by day. I think i am giving too much pressure to myself and scaring myself. but, its SPM! i cant act like there's nothing! :(
Anyway, good luck to all SPM-erss :D
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New year, new life :)
i want :
-9A in SPM ( A+ if possible)
-maintain the hardworking-ness ( only mei hwa will understand what does this means)
-work out for 5 minutes everyday
-less time on the net
-to see just books
-tak mau same class with karen
-have self dicipline
-eat less :D
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